Words were missed then, some apology.

It is now the last day of Spring Break and I had the strangest feeling when writing this blog. I felt like I was obligated to actually write a blog and that people NEEDED it. Strange.

I do wish one day that people feel the compulsion to talk and listen to me.

I need a hair cut, but just a trim.
It has been a whole year since I first realized the long hair solves everything.
Not sure what 'everything' is, but it's out there. I'll let you know.

Spring Break, I found out that I'm a homebody.
I mean I love roadtrips and company, but nothing beats the comfort of your own space.

The company, I've missed the most.
Lately, I have felt alienated to spend time with new friends and old friends. I'm not really sure why, actually. But I hope this passes. Don't people say that high school may or may not be the lonliest years of your life? Well I think it applies both, the second half may be the lonely part.

Along with feeling alienated, I'm going through ART BLOCK. Like writers' block, but for art and creativity. And it's taking a toll on my photography class.

Those pictures are for my ENTRAPTMENT concentration project and it relates perfectly with this blog. Alienations and Aimlessness.

and it has Commenced...

June 2, 2009 NEW ALBUM OF TAKING BACK SUNDAY
June 19, 2009---Concert at the National!! Richmond, Va!

I'm more than stoked and counting the days!
a real weirdo fan would say "...counting the the seconds within the minutes within the hour"
and! a really really weirdo fan would say "...counting the breaths of each band member and subtracting it from the day we meet again..."

but lets not get crazy.
"totes mos ridic not me" ahah

MTV Shows

jai ho.

So, I'm now 17. March 26. w00t
and i'm hopelessly in love with the Slumdog Millionaire Sountrack and my new LG Glyde.


It is highly recommended.

Birthday was fun. Presents include
-more vinyl! (Madonna-Like a Virgin and Band on the Run)
-bath and body work stuff
-Beatles Book<2
-money.

It wasn't true, but anyway

I've always denied other people saying I'm clumsy, not with my body but with things I hold in my hand.

I, in fact, am really really, extremely, clumsy.

I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

I realized today,
that there is barely any sincerity in people anymore.
And I found a Post Secret for this, even though I'm not entirely sure if it applies correctly or not.


People are "phony".

I climbed to dharamsala too, I did

I look back at my two previous Blogs and
man, I forgot my taste for LIFE. and the optimism and the perks.

Thanks to BestFriendBaby being here<2
and Vampire Weekend<22 Fresh sound to my ears hah

I finished reading The Great Gatsby by F.Scott Fitzgerald.
and Honestly, the best book since The Catcher in the Rye.
I love it so and Robert Redford who starred in the movie, what a total sexpot. ;)

I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans

This point in life everyone is distraught about their future.
I am, more than I thought I'd be. I just want to sail.

That's as ambitious as I'll get.
Not really, but It's an escape from everything.