No song unsung, no wine untasted

So, I have been posting videos up and it is unlike me I guess.
But, I came across one yesterday that was indescribable. And I'm here to say that it brought tears to my eyes. It wasn't your typical tears of simple enjoyment or tears of self-pity.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk

Watch this video and you would understand (hopefully) that the tears that came down my face were the tears that you encounter only a handful of times in a lifetime. Genuine tears because someone else's pure bliss is reaching you. Someone unknown, just a typical face you see in the street has reached you ...even though it is through the internet which is the unfortunate thing.

I have yet to feel these genuine tears face to face.
I've only felt genuine tears once before and it wasn't the blissful kind but the exact opposite. They was not self-pity tears either or death or anything of that sort. It was just the purest form of emotion, it was gahhh. It's difficult to describe but I know I have only done it once.

Genuineness of Happy Tears- 0
Genuineness of Dismal Tears- 1
Genuineness of Happy Tears Over the Internet- 1

Ha.

Plain Titles.

So, I don't know if you guys know but I'm not really fond of girl singers, country music, or like the repetitive Colbie Cailat kind of music but there is this song that I have been listening to consistently. When I say consistently, I mean non-stop, Repeat only One, consistently. Ahhhh.

She's a MySpace artist and EP stage of her career so no one really knows about her but Shane Dawson advertises her because they are making a video together and yeah, that's how I found her.



The guys in her music video are from several tv shows and Chase from House is the dentist!!! Ahhh what a total british sexpot. Besides Christian Bale of course<22 Oh yeah, his real name is Jessie Spencer haha not Chase..

xxoo.

Words were missed then, some apology.

It is now the last day of Spring Break and I had the strangest feeling when writing this blog. I felt like I was obligated to actually write a blog and that people NEEDED it. Strange.

I do wish one day that people feel the compulsion to talk and listen to me.

I need a hair cut, but just a trim.
It has been a whole year since I first realized the long hair solves everything.
Not sure what 'everything' is, but it's out there. I'll let you know.

Spring Break, I found out that I'm a homebody.
I mean I love roadtrips and company, but nothing beats the comfort of your own space.

The company, I've missed the most.
Lately, I have felt alienated to spend time with new friends and old friends. I'm not really sure why, actually. But I hope this passes. Don't people say that high school may or may not be the lonliest years of your life? Well I think it applies both, the second half may be the lonely part.

Along with feeling alienated, I'm going through ART BLOCK. Like writers' block, but for art and creativity. And it's taking a toll on my photography class.

Those pictures are for my ENTRAPTMENT concentration project and it relates perfectly with this blog. Alienations and Aimlessness.

and it has Commenced...

June 2, 2009 NEW ALBUM OF TAKING BACK SUNDAY
June 19, 2009---Concert at the National!! Richmond, Va!

I'm more than stoked and counting the days!
a real weirdo fan would say "...counting the the seconds within the minutes within the hour"
and! a really really weirdo fan would say "...counting the breaths of each band member and subtracting it from the day we meet again..."

but lets not get crazy.
"totes mos ridic not me" ahah

MTV Shows

jai ho.

So, I'm now 17. March 26. w00t
and i'm hopelessly in love with the Slumdog Millionaire Sountrack and my new LG Glyde.


It is highly recommended.

Birthday was fun. Presents include
-more vinyl! (Madonna-Like a Virgin and Band on the Run)
-bath and body work stuff
-Beatles Book<2
-money.

It wasn't true, but anyway

I've always denied other people saying I'm clumsy, not with my body but with things I hold in my hand.

I, in fact, am really really, extremely, clumsy.

I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

I realized today,
that there is barely any sincerity in people anymore.
And I found a Post Secret for this, even though I'm not entirely sure if it applies correctly or not.


People are "phony".