I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

I realized today,
that there is barely any sincerity in people anymore.
And I found a Post Secret for this, even though I'm not entirely sure if it applies correctly or not.


People are "phony".

I climbed to dharamsala too, I did

I look back at my two previous Blogs and
man, I forgot my taste for LIFE. and the optimism and the perks.

Thanks to BestFriendBaby being here<2
and Vampire Weekend<22 Fresh sound to my ears hah

I finished reading The Great Gatsby by F.Scott Fitzgerald.
and Honestly, the best book since The Catcher in the Rye.
I love it so and Robert Redford who starred in the movie, what a total sexpot. ;)

I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans

This point in life everyone is distraught about their future.
I am, more than I thought I'd be. I just want to sail.

That's as ambitious as I'll get.
Not really, but It's an escape from everything.

What a disappointment, I had it perfectly

So it has been a while since I've blogged and I return...
Not with fame, glory, or "money". That is what is expected right?
No. Only if you're Michael Phelps or fucking Napoleon Bonaparte.

I return with unwashed hair, headbands and an adversity.
This week, misfortune showed up in my life like a terrible sickness. Wait, no, not sickness because to say "sickness", I would be literal about so said, "sickness". I do not want to be literal, I'm never literal, so why start now? This said sickness is a constant visitor...ask.

But no, the downs of life crept up like a terrible neighbor spying over fences... Eh, funny right? I don't have a fence, so that would make me a liar because I do not know what it is like to have an awful neighbor of that sort.

I'd like to share a story of what has happened with this week but I'd like to shorten it.

--Boy meet girl. Girl likes boy, instant attraction. Boy asks girl out on a date. Days went by with little or no significant conversation. Weekend, nothing. Little or no significant conversation.Boy meets other girl. Boy and Girl hit it off. Former girl waiting and waiting, DONE.

Life has its ups and down, and well, all of it is relative to the next person. and this could not possibly the worst thing in the world. I understand, it's just that I disregard the feeling of despair or any feelings, frankly, when it comes to "social" problems.
But, this one may have just hit the spot. Like bad whiskey.

Ben Gibbard has been there in the form of,
"Your heart is an Empty Room" and Lights with "Ice".

And to hell with it all.

I think I have had a change of heart on how to go about this "blog".
Really, who gives a whatever they have to give about my school life...
No one. That's what I thought.

Anyway, I've recently downloaded most of The Beatles Discography,
and I have to say, Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band, might just be my favorite :D




What's yours?

And here is something that I thought humorous about illegal downloading.

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hailpc xlovee (9:06:38 PM): i feel bad about downloading the beatles illegaly cause Michael Jackson needs money.
hailpc xlovee (9:06:39 PM): lmao
go pop tarts (9:06:45 PM): hahaha
go pop tarts (9:06:47 PM): fuck him

xxoo

Bliss!

My last two exams out of three was today and i'm Done!!
So happy. :] and I'm having a totally fantastic hair day
And for some reason, during exams I took a lot of pictures in my classrooms LOL.


Haaaaaaaaaaaa.
I don't even know what I'm blogging about but whatever.
For the first in the longest time, I actually logged onto on AIM. And as soon as I sign on, i get mass amount of IMs [why thank you, thank you :P] haha just kidding. But it was so weird, it has been THAT long i've been "gone". The IMs were mainly from my old school :/ and just catching up with soooo much stuff. So much stuff, I think I got cramps in my fingers, i think. Haha. Um, I'm a pretty nostalgic person and it was just so bizarre. I was really sad today at my painting exam because it was the last class with those people and Ms.Gifford, so sad. I enjoy having an art class at the end of the day, it's so relaxing. Next semester, I am taking Photography which I am really stoked about but I heard you get a lot of projects, ahhhh lame. Photography should not be schoolish stressful, it should be relaxing and easy going. I've been using that word a lot lately, Bizarre.

Someone told me I was a fangirl for someone who is not famous...wtf.
I admit I'm a total fangirllll for TAKING BACK SUNDAY <2

[Those pictures were from Spanish class After my exam and Art class!]
--Don't hate on my banana :P

Alt. World! Not really.

So today in art class, something bizarre was happening.
It was the last official day of painting class and we were just hanging out and watching this documentary on Michel Kondry? which was extremelyyy cool. Look him up :]

Anyway, I was just sitting there, just minding my own business
and my teacher told everyone to find a seat so they can watch the movie comfortably
and this guy, who usually hardly talks to me but he's really "class clownish" and hilarious
so he gets a seat next to me and he goes, "hey boo, bondinggg time!!!"
I mean, those kinds of situations, i just go along with it. I'm not like okay? dont touch me. LOL

We're watching the movie,
he starts like playing with my hair...Again, i'm not like DONT TOUCH ME!!!
It kinda seems like he's on something, but i was not really sure..haha
then he starts playing "footsie"with me and then he put his arm around me...
still, just going with it. I mean no big deal but totally bizarre.
...starts playing with my hair again, then threats to "break up" with me. LOLOL

IDK.
it was just really strange.

xxoo